Whoever said, “Life isn’t easy,” was telling the truth. It seems like every day there is something new. The whole idea of something new isn’t inherently bad, but lately that is how it has felt for me. I feel like peace is just right outside my grasp and I don’t know what I can do to find it. I know you can’t worry about things that you can’t change or that you just don’t know what will happen, but sometimes it is hard to get your mind to stop obsessing.
So the internet goes out or the lights go out and it is like you just don’t know what to do with yourself. Our internet went out at work today and all the things I think I could do or should do, I realize that I can’t because we have no internet connection. You can’t read, send or receive emails, you can’t go online, for my job, means no ordering, updating vendors, and just nothing. It always makes you stop and wonder what was it like before. What was life without internet and power? Luckily, we still have power so it isn’t hot nor do I not have a computer at least to be on, but it seems so useless. This is the time when a computer just seems like a paperweight.